Always bear in mind that your own resolution to succeed is more important than any one thing.
Oh, this has been quite the adventure. I remember this time last year, I was probably just coming back from my Hawaii trip with K and G (the one where I saw no beach despite being on an island chain) and was terrified of the adventure to come. I had a lot of expectations for the past year... some of them came true, many of them morphed into experiences that I could have never imagined. Many of the most unexpected things are now the things I value the most.
To think back on how I was even when I first got to DC and where I am now... with a new group of wonderful friends who all have incredible ambitions, stories to share and incredible views of the world and what you can do with life. I feel that every time I tend to get overwhelmed by the monotony of routine, or the weight that is the impending decisions I must make about everything, I can fondly reflect on so many of the efforts that these cherished people made to help me remind myself to take deep breaths, to relax and to live the life I have dreamed of.
I certainly still do not know what exactly this means. I feel like the future has been something I have been planning for since I began college--so many sleepless nights spent worrying about what I would or could become after I received that diploma in 2008. I don't remember it being like this when I graduated high school. I don't think I understood what kind of decision college would be. I sit here now knowing that in that decision, I set myself upon the track that I am at present and though the first two years proved difficult and sources of much dismay and stress, it is due to those challenges that I have achieved what I have, and that I am able to share the company of those who I admire most.
So now, I sit here knowing that in another month I embark on yet another adventure--making the most out of a situation that I had written off a mere year ago. I intend to make the very most of my time at school this year, enjoy the company of the incredible people that I am fortunate enough to call my friends there, and hopefully put into practice all of the amazing things I have learned over the course of the past 12 months.
Currently reading...Special Topics in Calamity Physics
Currently Listening to... On love, In Sadness-Jason Mraz
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
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